Starving

 

Mark unfolded for people who Jesus is by telling about His ministry. In Mark 2:1-3:6, he told five stories of conflict between Jesus and the religious leaders. At first, they questioned Jesus’ authority to forgive. Jesus realized the unasked questions they raised in their hearts and minds and replied to them. After that, He met with open opposition to His teaching, healing, casting out of demons, and forgiving people of their sins.

The reason the religious leaders challenged Jesus is that God ordained the tribe of Levi, their tribe, to be His priests. These priests were God’s intermediaries between Him and the Israelites. The rabbis and Pharisees taught and enforced God’s Laws, led holy services, offered sacrifices for the sins of the people, and were leaders in the community. For this, God provided them with a place to live, income, and food. The religious leaders enacted 633 laws based on God’s Laws to help the Israelites learn how to be righteous before God. Over time, these manmade laws caused the Pharisees to get a bloated sense of worth and righteousness. They ended up using the laws to broadcast their own piety. Putting their piety next to other people would show the sinfulness of the people. This standard made the religious leaders appear righteous to the Israelites. The religious leaders’ intentions had changed. God appointed the religious leaders to guide the Israelites to focus on Him. Instead, they focused on themselves.

After Jesus’ last encounter with the Pharisees in the chiasm in Mark 3:1-6, those leaders joined the Herodians to catch Jesus breaking the law. They wanted to arrest and kill Him. By doing this, these leaders would remove Jesus’ influence. They aimed to regain their own self-declared stature in the nation. These Pharisees considered their status and self-declared righteousness more important than killing an innocent man by crucifixion.

In the next section of Mark’s Gospel, Jesus’ ministry in Galilee reached its apex. Jesus continued to teach. He called the twelve disciples, and they began to understand better who Jesus was. The Pharisees and scribes hated Him more openly. More people were curious about Jesus and swarmed to Him, not having a deep understanding of who He is and what He came to do on earth. Whether or not a person believed what Jesus said, the crux for them and for people now, is that Jesus’ presence requires a response from each person.

The Multitude

⁷ Jesus withdrew to the sea with His disciples; and a large multitude from Galilee followed, and also from Judea and from ⁸ Jerusalem, and from Idumea, and beyond the Jordan, and the vicinity of Tyre and Sidon, a great number of people heard about everything that He was doing and came to Him. (Mark 3:7-8 [NASB])

Remember, Jesus summarized His preaching and purpose in Mark 1:14-15. He said, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.” After this passage in Mark’s Gospel, Mark showed Jesus’ ministry of teaching, healing, casting out demons, and forgiving people of their sins. He recalled Jesus said He is the Son of Man, as Daniel prophesied in Daniel 7:13-14. Of the other Jews who watched Jesus do these things, some trusted in Him as the Messiah. Other people still questioned if He was the promised Messiah. Another group of people resolutely sided with the Pharisees, deciding He was not the Messiah. With this new section of his Gospel, Mark tells his readers of the multitude of people who flocked to Jesus. They were like sheep without a shepherd.

Mark 3:7-8 provides answers to the questions of who, what, why, whom, and for whom. Mark established the setting in which Jesus ministered. Jesus, from this time, rarely entered cities and large towns. He avoided them because the Pharisees sought to charge Him with a crime and arrest Him. Jesus was willing to sacrifice his life for the sins of others. That time had not come yet, though. He did not flee from the cities and towns out of fear. Jesus did not go to these places because the Pharisees were in them and the time had not come yet for His sacrifice. More people must learn about Jesus first. Because of these two things, Jesus stayed in the places outside of villages, towns, and cities. He no longer needed to visit people. They traveled to Him.

Verse seven recalls, “Jesus withdrew to the sea.” The sea about which Mark wrote was probably the Sea of Galilee because of the closeness of it to Jesus’ “home away from home.” The Gospels record Jesus often going to a place away from people. Sometimes He wanted to pray and other times He wanted to refresh Himself or teach His appointed apostles. Mark does not explain why Jesus walked to the sea this time. Jesus may have gone there to retreat and refresh Himself. What questions are important in this setting who and by whom?

Jesus walked to the sea with His disciples. At this point in Mark’s Gospel, Jesus had not appointed His twelve disciples yet. Disciples followed Jesus. These disciples followed Him to observe and learn. Besides the disciples (people who regularly follow Jesus), a “large multitude” of people followed Jesus to the sea. Strong’s dictionary defines a “multitude” of people as a vast number of people. In the stories of Jesus’ ministry, the gospel writers often used “multitude” to refer to the 4000 and 5000 people Jesus fed on the hillside. Whether 100 or 5000 people followed Him that day, the important thing is people came to watch and listen to Jesus. This may have been their first or second time, but they had received information about Jesus and wanted to observe and listen to Him for themselves. Who led and taught this group? Jesus. To whom did Jesus address His message? The multitude of people.

Jesus’s reach grew. Mark wanted people to understand about Him. He wanted them to realize the good news spread beyond the borders of Israel. The curiosity about Jesus grew. Mark said a multitude of people came from Galilee, Jerusalem, Idumea, beyond the Jordan River, Tyre, and Sidon. If you study a map of Israel, Galilee is the northern part of Israel. Samaria is between Galilee and Judea. Judea is the southern part of Israel. Below Judea is Idumea. On the upper left border of Israel, Tyre and Sidon laid, both on the Mediterranean Sea. The other side of the Jordan included the nine cities of the Decapolis, Nabatea (Arabia), and Syria. Jesus drew people from these regions. To these people, He addressed His message, and they saw what happened. This answers the question of what.

Who were the people who traveled to watch and listen to Jesus? Galileans descended from a mix of Jews, Romans, and Greeks. People from other nations lived in Galilee because of the Roman road built through Capernaum. Judea was about 109 km (67.7 miles) from the Sea of Galilee. It was a Roman province, too. The people of Judea were mostly Jews. Jerusalem was 123 km (76.5 miles) from the Sea of Galilee. It was the capital of Judea and in it, the Jewish Temple stood. The ruler of Judea was a Herod whose lineage came from outside Israel. He ruled Judea, Idumea, and Samaria. (Note Mark did not include Samaria in this list from where the multitude came.)

Mark listed areas where people came from outside of Israel. Idumea was one of those areas. Herod Archelaus ruled over Judea, Idumea, and Samaria during the latter part of Jesus’ life. He came from the Edom/Idumean part of the Roman empire, which was south of Judea. Edom/Idumea was not part of Canaan that God gave to His people, Israel. How did Herod become a Jew and become acceptable as a leader to the Jews? During the rule of the Maccabeans (Hasmoneans) 165-63 BC, the Jewish leaders—Maccabeans/Hasmonians—coerced the Edomites to convert to Judaism and submit to circumcision. Because this made Herod the Great a Jew in the eyes of the Hasmoneans, Hyrcanus, a Hasmonian leader, approved the marriage of his daughter to the future Herod. This first Herod over Israel was Herod the Great. He came from Idumea. Herod the Great lobbied the Roman emperor so he could be the ruler of Israel in the Roman empire. The Roman ruler made him an ethnarch over the Jews. Herod the Great died and his sons and daughter inherited portions of his territory. Herod Archelaus, one of Herod the Great’s sons, ruled over the southern part of his father’s territory. The Romans renamed Edom to Idumea. From this region, Mark said people traveled to see and hear Jesus at the sea. These people walked for about 256 km (159 miles) to the Sea of Galilee.

Mark noted three other areas from where people came. People came from Tyre and Sidon. Tyre and Sidon were 63 km (39 miles) and 83.8 km (52 miles) from the Sea of Galilee. These two cities were located in Phoenicia. The people of Phoenicia made purple cloth and were sailors. They descended from early Canaanites, who occupied Canaan before God gave the land to the Israelites. Phoenician and Israelite royalty married each other and never warred against each other. Rome overthrew the Phoenicians and ruled them. The third group of people came from the other side of the Jordan River. These people came from Nabatea (Arabia) and descended from Ishmael. The east side of the Jordan included people from Syria, too. These people were not part of the Israelite promise from God. Yet, God sent Jesus to save all people. That includes the people of Ishmael.

Each person of that multitude came to listen to and watch Jesus. They sought the truth for themselves about what they heard from other people. Did some of them earnestly hope Jesus was the Messiah, or did they seek entertainment? Considering the distances which the people traveled to see and hear Jesus, one must wonder who would walk that far just for entertainment.

The Preparation

⁹ And He told His disciples to see that a boat would be ready for Him because of the masses, so that they would not crowd Him, ¹⁰ for He had healed many, with the result that all those who had diseases pushed in around Him in order to touch Him.

Jesus told His disciples to make a boat ready for Him. Why would Jesus need a boat? He did not fish. He did not say He wanted to get to the other side of the sea. Though, if Jesus wanted to get to the other side of the Sea of Galilee quickly, going across by boat was the quickest route. The width of the sea is 13 km (8.1 miles).

Jesus explained He wanted the boat to be ready for Him because of the multitude. He wanted to be able to separate Himself from the crowd. Did this mean Jesus wanted to run away from them? Definitely not. Jesus already told the disciples a few times why He came to earth. More towns and villages needed Him to visit so more people could hear about Him. Jesus did not want to flee this crowd of people.

Why would Jesus want the disciples to prepare a boat? Consider what Jesus had done so far. He had healed a paralyzed man and made a withered hand new. Jesus had healed Simon’s mother-in-law and cast out evil spirits from people. The people from Galilee, Judea, Jerusalem, the other side of the Jordan River, Idumea, Tyre, and Sidon came to observe Jesus. Some of the people may have wanted Jesus to heal them. Others may have just wanted to touch a part of Jesus’ clothing. The idea of touching, as Mark recorded it, conveyed the understanding that a person wanted to touch someone in a way that changed him or herself. They wanted to touch Jesus for a personal gain, such as healing. People in our time want to be near a person of influence, talk with him or her, and/or get his or her autograph and picture to say and prove they, themselves, are important to other people, too. This crowd of people around Jesus wanted something from Jesus, too. They wanted to understand if He was truly the Son of Man and if He truly healed people and cast out demons.

For this multitude of people from throughout Israel and the surrounding nations to be near Jesus, they would have had to crowd Him—push and jostle Him. Healing people, having people crowd around Him who touched and jostled Him, would have wearied Jesus physically and mentally. It might have caused physical harm to Him and other people. Jesus did not want anyone hurt. If Jesus found Himself tightly enclosed among the people, He might have found it difficult or impossible to teach this crowd. What do people do now to get a crowd of people to watch and hear them? They stand separated from the people, often on a raised dais, so the entire mass of people can look at and listen to them. So that the crowd would not crush Jesus and more people could watch and hear Him, Jesus told His disciples to get a boat ready.

Jesus would not flee people seeking Him. God spoke about seekers in the Old Testament. He said, “You will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart” (Jeremiah 29:13 [NASB]). God spoke through Azariah in 2 Chronicles 15:2b when He said, “If you seek Him (the LORD), He will let you find Him.” David wrote in Psalm 34:4, “I sought the LORD, and He answered me, and rescued me from all my fears.” Instead of fleeing, Jesus brought the LORD near to them with His presence and His sacrifice. He stayed with the crowd but prepared to stand in the boat to teach them. Jesus declared who He is and made Himself ready for people to find Him, for those who sought the Son of God.

The Proclamation

¹¹ And whenever the unclean spirits saw Him, they would fall down before Him and shout, “You are the Son of God!” ¹² And He strongly warned them not to reveal who He was.

Jesus desired people to seek Him and come to know Him as the Messiah. People sought healing and exorcising of evil spirits. More of them wished to see for themselves if what they had listened to another person saying about Jesus was true. Jesus took every opportunity to share with the people that God incarnate has come to save them. He came to earth to preach, teach, heal, and give freedom from sins and eternal death. This opportunity Jesus had with the multitude was no different.

During this time with the crowd, people observed Jesus. They listened to Him. Evil spirits inhabiting people saw Jesus. Though people tried to deny Jesus as the Son of God, evil spirits could not deny Him. Instead, they proclaimed who Jesus is. Mark records another of these instances in verses eleven and twelve. In Mark 1:23-26, and 34, unclean spirits declared Jesus is the Holy One of God and submitted to His authority. Mark 3:11-12 shows this once again, except the demons call Jesus something different. They shouted a genuine witness declaring Jesus’ divinity.

Based on what Mark said in these two verses, Jesus met people possessed by evil spirits. He wrote, “And whenever the unclean spirits saw Him.” This phrase connotes more than one encounter with evil spirits among this multitude of people. Satan’s minions were not more powerful than Jesus. They recognized when they met someone of greater power, as seen in verse eleven. The evil spirits—demons—fell prostrate at Jesus’ feet. The spirits controlled the people which they inhabited. They made the people fall prostrate before Jesus. These demons recognized who Jesus was. Because they inhabited people, the people would recognize who Jesus is—the Son of God.

The spirits declared this exact thing about Jesus. They shouted, “You are the Son of God!” Though no person so far in Mark’s Gospel declared this about Jesus, the demons could not silence themselves. They had to shout it just as Jesus said, even the stones would declare who He is (Luke 19:40).

The demons could not silence themselves from telling the truth. Jesus, though, had the power and authority to command them not to make Him known. In verse twelve, He “strongly warned them not to reveal who He was.” Jesus ordered these demons not to tell people who He is. Did this powerful and authoritative warning make the people even more curious and more determined to tell others about Jesus—what He did and spoke?

Jesus recognized the right time for people to listen to and accept Him as the Son of God. This time, when the multitude met Him at the sea, was not the right time. Because of that, Jesus commanded the demons to be silent. He wanted the changed hearts of people who trusted in Him for salvation. He did not need or want the confessions of the evil spirits.

Application and Conclusion

Luke 19:10 records Jesus saying, “The Son of Man has come to seek and save that which is lost.” Matthew 18:11 states this, too. Jesus did not come to seek one person to join Him for eternity in heaven. He wants all people to know Him and believe in Him for salvation. For this reason, Jesus traveled to many towns, villages, cities, and hillsides. He healed and cast out demons with divine power and authority. Jesus taught the Scriptures as one who was acquainted well with them and God’s intention for them.

Jesus did not flee from a crowded seaside. He did not run for fear of His safety. Jesus chose a way for all the people in the crowd to hear and see Him. His reach extended beyond the borders of Israel by this time. People from the entire area sought Jesus because they had heard about Him. People starved for more. They did not realize they starved for Jesus until they met Him.

Today, mass media allows the teaching of God’s word and His interventions in this world to be known when it happens. Still, many people from different tribes, nations, and languages have not heard about Jesus. At the time of Mark 3:7-12, Jesus realized He should appoint people to take His message to Jerusalem, Judea, Samaria, and the ends of the earth. Since that time, every believer in Jesus has become His messenger in their own sphere of influence and thousands in other nations. Jesus declared this in Matthew 28:18-20, when He appointed the apostles to go make disciples and baptize them in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. After that, they were to teach everything He commanded them. Jesus reiterated this for every believer, as Luke recorded in Acts 1:8. Jesus said, “You shall be My witnesses both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea, and Samaria, and as far as the remotest part of the earth.”

What does this mean for you today? Ask yourself these questions.

1.     Do I believe Jesus is God’s Son and have I trusted in Him and received from Him salvation from my sins and eternal life with God?

2.     Have I told anyone about Jesus and His love for them?

3.     If not, what keeps you from obeying Jesus’ command to each believer? How much do you hate someone not to tell them?

Jesus still heals even now. He gives freedom to people enslaved by people and things like unhealthy habits. Jesus casts out demons. He gives sight to the blind. Jesus loves you and wants you to be with Him in His kingdom for eternity. People are starving for hope. The gospel of Jesus fills each person’s need so they starve no longer. 

It is time for you to make a choice:

Are you starving for what the world does not offer?

Jesus will meet you at your need.

He will fill you with what you crave and need.

God loves the people on earth so much that He sent His only Son, Jesus, to earth to die for their sins so that whoever believes in Him will not die eternally separated from Him, but to have eternal life with Him. (John 3:16 [my paraphrase])

 

 

 

The Purpose and Journey

 

“Then He [Jesus] took the twelve aside and said to them, ‘Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem, and all things which are written through the prophets about the Son of Man will be accomplished.’” (Luke 18:31 [NASB])

“¹Therefore, be imitators of God, as beloved children; ²and walk in love, just as Christ also loved you and gave Himself up for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God as a fragrant aroma. ¹⁵Therefore, be careful how you walk. ²¹Be subject to one another in the fear of Christ.” (Ephesians 5:1-2, 15, & 21 [NASB])

A young adult professed Jesus Christ as the Son of God. She believed in Him for salvation and confessed and repented of her sins. Later, the pastor baptized her. Before the ripples in the baptismal waters stilled, she read Ephesians 5:1-2. She wondered what it meant that she had to imitate Christ and love as He loved. The loving part would be easy, she thought, but would she have to die, experience slander and persecution, and have nothing to call her own? Fear gripped her mind and threatened to halt her daily walk with God. The next Sunday, she heard more through the sermon. The preacher spoke about the Beatitudes-blessed are the persecuted and reviled. After the turmoil rolling in her mind, she received peace. Why are the persecuted and reviled Christians blessed? They will see and be with God. They have a purpose and journey with God.

Luke wrote in Luke 18:28-34, the account of Jesus’ words to His disciples before he made His final journey to Jerusalem. Jesus told them what the prophets wrote, which soon would happen. Before He said this, though, Peter told Him he and the other disciples had left their homes and followed Him. Jesus replied to Peter’s statement by saying no one has left all behind for the sake of the kingdom who would not receive many times more now and in eternity. His statement in verses twenty-nine and thirty prepared the disciples for verses thirty-one through thirty-four. Jesus, too, left the safety of His home in heaven and would face betrayal by His earthly people, the Israelites. He left His Father’s home in heaven and the home of His birth father on earth for the sake of the kingdom of God. The key, the reason Jesus left His homes, is in verses twenty-nine and thirty-one. He did it for God’s purposes.

Consider now what Paul wrote in Ephesians 5. He taught the Christians of Ephesus (modern Turkey) to imitate God as those who looked to their Father for their example. In verse two, he added, they were to love as Christ loved. How did Christ love? He gave His life as a sacrifice for the sins of each person, as the sacrifice for people, and an offering to the Father to give righteousness to sinners. From Ephesians 5:3-21, Paul told these Christians how their lives were to be an offering and sacrifice because of love for God and people. He stated several things. The most important were from verse 18a and 21. Paul told them to “be filled with the Spirit” and “be subject to one another in the fear of Christ.” By doing these, Christians could be imitators of Christ.

If you consider Ephesians 5:1 and Luke 18:31, Jesus and Paul taught, in word and by example, each Christian is to imitate Christ. Jesus would not have explained what would occur to Him soon, nor would He have told them, in reply to Peter’s statement, that His followers would receive more when following God, if He did not expect His disciples would imitate Him and incur the same treatment of hate, persecution, ostracism, and death by other people’s hands. He, to the disciples, was first their Rabbi, their Teacher. When they called Him Teacher and Lord in John 13, Jesus told them they were correct in calling Him that. So, He spoke to them as Teacher in Luke 18 and as the Savior. Jesus’ life, in the days soon after that lesson, would teach them by example what following Him required. This explains why Jesus reminded them if they gave up everything, including their homes and families, for the sake of the kingdom of God, then God would give them even more than they sacrificed for His purposes. Jesus’ example of sacrifice and submission to the Father’s purposes, to provide the sacrifice for the sin judgment of each person, would replay in their minds and spirits the rest of their lives. It would show them how, why, and of whom they would imitate (Ephesians 5). They would follow Jesus’ example because of their love for God and for people. The disciples received redemption like any other person who trusts in Jesus. They gave their hearts, minds, bodies, and spirits to God in submission because of love for Him and His purposes and because of love for people, so they could hear about the redemption from sin Jesus provided and grow to know and become more like Him daily.

With Ephesians 5:21, Paul emphasized the new meaning of submission. He said it was part of being imitators or Christ. Just as Jesus submitted to God’s plan to live and die as the sinless sacrifice and payment of the judgment of humanity’s sins, so Christians can submit to God, too. Jesus knows people cannot submit their willful and rebellious nature to God or people in their own power. His Spirit, which He gives to live in each Christian, enables the person to be as He is. Like Jesus submitted Himself to God for His purposes, though it would cause Him immeasurable physical pain and departure from His heavenly home, Christians can submit to God’s purposes of love for Him and others through His indwelling Spirit. They can do it because of reverence of Him as the One having authority over them as Teacher, Savior, and Son of God.

Jesus told the disciples what the prophets had spoken in the Old Testament about the Son of Man dying for the sins of all people, then rising to reign in heaven. Christians’ following Christ’s example by being imitators of Him in word, thought, and action would occur because of who Jesus made them to be upon their belief in Him. He would enable them to do these things for the sake of God’s kingdom by His filling them with His Spirit (Ephesians 5:18). Christians will desire to imitate Christ because of their love for God and for all people.

Blessed are the children of God. They will experience persecution, slander, and sometimes death, yet, see God. Yes, thought that young lady. No matter what I will face as I imitate Christ, I will see God. My greatest blessing is God Himself.

 “Be imitators of God as beloved children, and walk in love, just as Christ also loved you and gave Himself up for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God as a fragrant aroma.” (Ephesians 5:1-2 [NASB])

Peace, I Give

Things which eye has not seen

And ear has not heard,
            And which have not entered the heart of man,
             ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM.

For to us God revealed them through the Spirit;

for the Spirit searches all things, even the depths of God.

For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the spirit of the man which is in him?

Even so, the thoughts of God no one knows except the Spirit of God. 

Now we (Christians) have received,

not the spirit of the world,

but the Spirit who is from God,

so that we may know the things freely given to us by God, 

which things we also speak,

not in words taught by human wisdom,

but in those taught by the Spirit,

combining spiritual thoughts with spiritual words.

But a natural man does not accept the things of the Spirit of God,

for they are foolishness to him;

and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually appraised. 

But he who is spiritual appraises all things,

yet he himself is appraised by no one. 

For who has known the mind of the LORD, that he will instruct Him?

But we have the mind of Christ.

                                                            1 Corinthians 2:9-16 [NASB]

Why do Christians have the mind of Christ?

When we became followers of Jesus, His Holy Spirit came to live in us. In John 14:18-30, Jesus said He did not leave His disciples as orphans. Even though they (and we) will not see Him on earth again until His return, He will live in us through His Spirit and we will live eternally with Him. We have the mind of Christ because Jesus loves us and we love Him, just as He and the Father love and abide with each other. For this reason, followers of Jesus can always have peace, His peace, not the worlds, since the Spirit lives in them. Christians do not have to fear. Jesus is always with us through His Spirit and so we can have His perfect peace, a heart peace which nothing can alter or destroy.

How does this mind of Christ, which Jesus gave, help us?

In Matthew 10:24-25, Jesus reminded His disciples a student is not above his teacher nor a servant above his master. If a person would deign to malign a leader, that person would have no problem maligning the student or servant either. We are no greater and should expect nothing less than what our Master and Teacher experienced. Yet, we need not fear what may happen. Why? We don’t need to fear because we have the mind of Christ, the Holy Spirit, within us and can live with true peace recognizing that though our bodies and spirits may be tormented in one or many ways, nothing can take our salvation and hope from us. We each are more valuable than sparrows. So, be brave and courageous, and continue to confess, teach, and preach about Jesus to the world. (Matthew 10:26-32)

Peace Jesus gives to each of us who believe in Him as Lord and Savior.

Peace we can have as we live each day of our lives whether in joy or trial.

Peace we must choose to hold on to when storms batter and fray.

Peace is what Jesus gives.

His love gives peace.

When the din of the world assaults our ears, we can go to our quiet place within ourselves and hear Jesus’ voice anew,

“Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful.” (John 14:27 [NASB])

We have the mind of Christ because Jesus loves us, and we love Him.

Hardened Heart, God Revealed

“So I said to you, ‘Let My son go that he may serve Me; but you have refused to let him go. Behold, I will kill your son, your firstborn.’” Exodus 4:23 [NASB]

In earlier studies of God’s “I am” (anoki/ani) statements in the Old Testament, we learned God told Abram He is his shield (his Protector and King). He told Abimelech, a non-Hebrew, He knew and restrained him (all-knowing and all-powerful). God told Isaac and Jacob He is faithful to His covenant with their ancestor Abraham; He is loving, Blesser, Protector, Keeper, all-knowing, omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, transcendent, Provider, and Restorer. He told Moses He would always be with Him, is the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, is faithful, and deserves worship. In Exodus 3:14-15, God revealed His name for the first time. God told Moses His name is “I AM WHO I AM” (ehyeh asher ehyeh or Hayah or Yahweh). He said He is the self-existent One. God is the eternal God who was, is, and forevermore will be. He is the unchanging, eternal, self-existent One. God continued to speak to Moses in Exodus 4:11-15 by calling him to be His mouthpiece, though Moses felt and expressed his fear of being unable to be His spokesman. He doubted his ability, forgetting God prepares those whom He calls for His service. He reminded Moses He is the all-powerful, all-knowing, Creator who gives people their mouths and makes one able to speak or not. God commanded Moses to go and speak, and He would guide His mouth; He would be His Teacher. Still Moses feared his inability, then God provided a mouthpiece for Moses through his brother Aaron.

The next time God said I AM using anoki or ani was in Exodus 4:23, immediately after He told Moses he would be His mouth and speak to the Israelites. In Exodus 4:21-23, the LORD, Yahweh, told Moses he would perform His wonders before Pharaoh, but He would cause Pharaoh’s heart to harden and not let the Hebrews go. It seems odd that God would cause Pharaoh’s heart to harden against His command to let His people go. Why would God do that? We need to notice, when Moses would speak with Pharaoh, it would be the second time recorded in the Old Testament that God said “I am” to a non-Hebrew. Why is this significant? It shows God is God over all people, not just the Hebrews. He is over all other gods, those that humans create. It shows His care and love for every person. Because God is Creator of all people and things, God cares about everyone and wants them to know (yada) Him and be in a loving, saving relationship with Him. Most importantly, we learn from this passage, God can cause or allow things to happen that seem negative to show His might. He might cause or allow a person to have a hardened heart against Him to show His might over a situation, like the Hebrews’ release when He convinced Pharaoh through the many plagues that He is stronger than him so let His people go. God is greater than any person and created thing.

When a person hardens his/her heart against God that person chooses to be his/her lord over his/her own life. He/she effectively states, “I will do what I want to do no matter what You say, God. Though I hear You, I will ignore You.” Pharaoh considered himself, as his ancestors did, a god of the Egyptians. He felt his word was final, and he was almighty, nothing could go against him. Isn’t that the way we each feel when we choose to do what we want even though we know or sense God prompting us to do something else? In this passage, even before Moses confronted Pharaoh, God told him Pharaoh would say no each time he told him God says, “Let My people go.”

God knew Pharaoh’s heart. He foretold to Moses what would happen. God prepared Moses for Pharaoh’s stubbornness even though He realized it might cause Moses to balk again at speaking to Pharaoh. In this passage, God showed He is all-knowing, faithful, covenant-keeper, all-mighty, and Yahweh. God knows when each of us will be stubborn. He knows us and is prepared to show us Who is Yahweh. God allows us to make our own decisions; that’s free will. Still He doesn’t give up on us but keeps showing Himself to us.

God wants each of us to know and love Him, to be in a saving relationship with Him. He wants us to turn back to Him, to accept His gift of salvation from our sins, and have eternal life with Him. Without God’s saving us from our sins, we would receive the judgment of eternal separation from Him our sins deserve. Every one of us do wrong things in our lives. We each deserve judgment for those sins. God offers us grace from our sins through the atoning sacrifice of His Son, Jesus, who died on the cross.

God knows you. He knows about your hardened heart against Him. Still He calls to you telling you He loves you, wants to forgive you, and wants to have an eternal relationship with you. Will you harden your heart to Him and keep being your own god? There’s no future in that path.

Solomon said in Proverbs 28:13-14:

“The one who conceals his sins will not prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them will find mercy. Happy is the one who is always reverent (to Yahweh), but the one who hardens his heart falls into trouble.” [HCSB]

The writer of Hebrews implored people in Hebrews 4:7 when he said, “Today, if you hear His voice, do not harden your hearts.” [HCSB]

Lord God, I know You are real, though I try to ignore that knowledge at times. I choose to do what I want so many times and often those go against Your moral laws. That makes me my own god. Lord, please forgive me for turning my back on You and ignoring You. Forgive me my stubbornness. Lead me to desire a relationship with You and make me aware of Your glory so that I am overwhelmed and realize you truly are Yahweh. Help me to realize I am just a finite, feeble, created human, but You are Almighty Creator and Savior. Amen.

Yahweh, Revered Teacher

Then Moses said to the Lord, "Please, Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither recently nor in time past, nor since You have spoken to Your servant; for I am slow of speech and slow of tongue."  (Exodus 4:10 [NASB])

We each understand Moses’ hesitation here, his fear. Who am I that I should lead a million people? Who am I to question the leader? Who am I that I should stand up for God and what is right? Where do these doubts originate? They originate with fear, fear of inadequacy. Mostly these doubts begin with the fear that the still small voice in my conscience does not come from the all-wise and all-powerful God, Yahweh. When we doubt, we question God’s ability, wisdom, and love, and we put into question our love of God and people, our neighbors.

What did Moses say in verse ten? He said, “I have never been eloquent…for I am slow of speech and slow of tongue.” Moses realized his natural inadequacies, or rather his fear of inadequacies, but he did not take into consideration the training God had given him or the power of God. Moses was not a servant or slave in Egypt like the other Israelites. His own mother taught him at her breast and knee about their God, Yahweh. She taught him orally about the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, the One who is all-knowing, all-powerful, Creator of all things, the Provider and Protector, and the faithful, covenanting God. Moses learned about Yahweh. Moses received the education of a prince of Egypt, too. God ensured His future leader of His chosen people was educated. Now the LORD would show Himself mightily to Moses to give him a personal knowledge of Himself.

In Exodus 3, God told Moses to go back to Egypt, speak to Pharaoh, and tell him to let His people go three days into the desert to worship Him. God realized Pharaoh would not allow it and had a plan to convince Pharaoh that He is the One and only almighty God. First, He had to prove to Moses He is absolutely God. In Exodus 4:1, Moses’ doubts about Pharaoh not listening to him about Yahweh reared its head. God proved His power to Moses with two miraculous signs (a staff turned to adder then back to staff, and a non-leprous hand turned leprous then back to non-leprous), yet Moses’ fearful mind overwhelmed his belief in the power of God. Moses’ fear overwhelmed his understanding of God’s love for himself and the Israelites. He had forgotten the faithful LORD of the Israelites who covenanted with Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, and their descendants. Moses allowed his fear to put a blanket (blinders) over his heart’s eyes so he could not see almighty God, just his human, fallible self.

Moses pleaded his case with Yahweh of his own inability, not recognizing Yahweh’s ability to make Moses what He called him to be, His spokesman. Three times in the next five verses, Yahweh unveiled to Moses who He is. He used anoki statements in verses eleven, twelve, and fifteen. Remember, anoki statements are God’s revealing His nature to humanity. Anoki in Hebrew means “I am.” With anoki statements, God showed His nature to Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, and Abimelech in Genesis. The LORD told Abraham He is His King, Protector, and faith. He told Abimelech He is all-knowing and all-powerful. The LORD told Isaac and Jacob He would bless them, be with them, protect them, lead them, and is ever-present, almighty, faithful, transcendent, and imminent. Yahweh disclosed His nature to Moses in the burning bush giving His ultimate statement saying, “I AM WHO I AM” in Exodus 3:14. This meant to Moses the LORD is the self-existent One, unchanging, eternal, the One Who was before time, is during time, and will be after time ends. Each time Yahweh reveals Himself to humanity, He seeks for people to know Him better, to draw near to Him, and to grow in likeness to and trust in Him. Yahweh is not just these things, He is the source of these things for those people who believe. God does not call people to do things without providing what they need to accomplish the task. Moses’ fear caused him to doubt or forget the revealed Yahweh.

Yahweh God replied to Moses in verses eleven and twelve. He reminded him He is Creator and has all power and authority. God said to Moses, “Who gave man his mouth? Or who makes him mute or deaf, sighted or blind? Is it not I, the LORD? Now go! I will help you as you speak, and I will teach you what to say."  He told Moses, I am Yahweh, the self-existent One and I am all-powerful. Next, Yahweh gave him a command. “Now go!” Moses’ fear still blinded him to the reality of God, His power, wisdom, might, and authority. He heard God’s command, but just like a frightened mule, he would not budge. Moses said in verse thirteen, “Please Lord, send someone else.” Notice Moses didn’t call God the LORD, but Lord. He gave Him the title for one revered but didn’t recognize Him in his heart and mind as almighty God. His doubting caused him to falter and faint.

Next, we read the LORD’s anger “burned” against Moses. This brings a fear into my heart and it should have to Moses, too. Why do we doubt and fear until God’s anger at our unbelief burns against us? Why can’t we act when asked? The LORD realized Moses’ faith in Him was too small and so provided what He needed to bring His people, the Israelites, out of slavery in Egypt. God recognized Moses trusted most what he could see and what he knew. Moses knew and trusted his brother and so God sent Aaron to Moses. With verse fifteen, God said, " You are to speak to him and put the words in his mouth. I will help both of you to speak, and I (anoki) will teach you what to do.” Moses realized he heard God, but he feared Pharaoh more than God. He recognized Aaron “was glad in his heart" to see him (verse 14) and respected him because he trusted that Moses had encountered God at the burning bush. So, when God told Moses to tell Aaron and put His words into his mouth, Moses believed God. Moses trusted Aaron and feared God more than him. He trusted God to help them both speak and to teach them what to do. God showed Moses something new of His nature in this verse. He taught him He is Teacher. Being the most wise, power, Creator God is also the most wise, most knowledgeable Teacher. Moses, as a highly educated man, revered teachers and looked up to them. God as Teacher got Moses’ attention and reverence. God, being greater than Aaron, was the One Moses wold fear more in this new equation.

Yahweh prepared Moses for the task to which He called him. He told him what his task would be. The LORD gave Moses miraculous signs to remind him of Who He is. Still, Moses doubted and feared. He chose to be more afraid of what or who he knew personally, the Pharaoh, than the God of whom he learned about from his mother and the God with Whom he spoke in the “hard-to-believe” encounter at an unconsumed burning bush. Only when Yahweh provided someone tangible whom Moses recognized and feared less than the LORD, did Moses agree Yahweh could use him for the mighty task only He could do-set His people free.

God calls each of us who are His children to tasks for His purposes. He doesn’t call us then leave us to our own devices. God gives us from Himself everything we will need to do what He told us to do. From God who is (anoki) all-power, all-wise, all-knowing, all-mighty, Creator, faithful, love, Protector, Provider, Teacher, Shepherd, Savior, et al., He gives to each of us what we need to do what He asks. God is these things and the source of these things. These are gifts from His nature. God shows Himself to us to grow us, teach us, draw us near to Him, and to show us He is all we need for all things in life.

What keeps you from saying yes to God and becoming His child through faith in Jesus Christ? What keeps you from saying yes to God in doing the task to which He calls you now? It’s fear. Fear you are wrong to believe in God Whom you think you cannot see. Fear people will laugh at you and mock you. Fear instead of love. A love for God Who saves. A love for the people to whom He tells you to speak. We should remember what Paul said in Romans 8:31. He said, “If God is for us, who is against us?” Nothing we fear can stop God. With God, nothing can stop us. Consider what David said in Psalm 27:1, “The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The LORD is the defense of my life: whom shall I dread?” David and Paul both realized God casts out fear. With God there is nothing to fear because He is our shield, our Protector, our King, our faith.

What keeps you today from obeying God’s command? After Yahweh called Moses, He said, “Now go!” When God calls you, He equips you with His power, His words, and His love to go and do what He said.

Whoever confesses that Jesus is the Son of God, God abides in him, and he in God. We have come to know and have believed the love which God has for us. God is love, and the one who abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. By this, love is perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment; because as He is, so also are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love. We love, because He first loved us.  (1 John 4:15-19 [NASB])

LORD, God, You are almighty and all-knowing and I am not. I have doubted Your calling of me. I have allowed fear to stop me from accepting Your gift of forgiveness and salvation from cleansing me and making me Your child. LORD, I have run away in fear when you called me to do something that set me apart as Your child. I understand this shows my love for You and for other people is very small. Please forgive me my doubts, fear, and lack of love. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit so I am fit to do the tasks to which You call me. Be my strength and shield. Be my Savior and King. Amen.